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Dienstag, 29. November 2011

The Love Feelings.

He confuse me. I don't know what to do. What to choose. What the fuck is wrong with us? I feel like, yeah. Lied on. I cried like every night, every day. You don't know as well. I'm stuck, always stuck. My feelings doesn't goes well. Stuck, fuck. Leaving him? Is that a right choice? But he let me, he really do. What's this tears really work for?
I'm tired though, being like this.
Promised everyday. Have no convictions. No prove as well.
Where's the side that you said you truly does love me?
Well you're 18 now. You probably should've known how to treat girl, goodly.
For God's sake I don't know what to do. It seems like whatever I did, do is wrong. Always. No one of them's right.
Well, what always appear in my mind are you cheating, you lying, you betraying, you playing.
All, all bad things appear on my mind. When I asked you, you certainly confused what to answer. You changed lately.
Bad changes though.
Said you never let go, but you never show me how to not really let go.
Long distance relationship is hard.

Montag, 28. November 2011

das gefühl

Ich fühle mich wie zufällig heute. Ich liebe ihn, immer tun. Aber .. Können Sie sehen, dass ich eifersüchtig jedes Mal bekomme ich Ihnen sie zu sehen? Sie jemals daran gedacht, dass du mich verletzt aller Zeiten. Mir versprochen? mich angelogen? was zum Teufel ist mit dir passiert? 
Sondern vor allem
Ich liebe dich.

Etwas.










Totally Random.

Dienstag, 22. November 2011

Samstag, 19. November 2011

Lazy Saturday.

Well, nothing to do at home instead of posting something useless here. Oh hey let's talk about love.
Ehm, who don't know the most important thing of life? yeah that's love.
We are blind enough to love someone. Do you ever think when your friends said that him/her is ugly but then you just go disagree right? HAHA most of people did.

So let's be spesific. Love hurts? Indeed. What do you think the impact is?
Infinity hmm.
It causes so many impacts with your life.
Do you know, jealousy? yeah that is one of the problem.
Everyone does. Everyone have. Everyone ever. Everyone ever did.
So, what do you feel when the one you love, love someone else?
Whad do you feel when you're being chated? Heart breaks? Hahahaha. Then you just do some reckless things that may harm your self but then you just say 'no its okay, I prefer to hurt my body than my heart'
Only because that one useless guy/girl?

So this post is based on my experiences. They give me lessons to learn. Have a nice Saturday!